I srslu need to find out what the hell this is from. Isn't it gorgeous? Why can't I do things like that? x-x

I read more of that yaoi manga and discovered I was totally wrong about what it all is. I'm still confused so I won't make any more assumptions. SOMETHING ABOUT DEMONS, THOUGH.

I've also discovered that Ahori's questions to life are answered (sort of) when he talks to me... Until he talks to Vinh. >:|

QQ.

Map of Tokyo Savage

LOL. I'm officially in love with this yaoi manga and I'm only on the third chapter. It's adorable. I'm guessing these people rape people and then eat their souls, but I'm not 100% positive. Something I'll definitely be keeping in my collection, since I've been throwing a lot of crap out lately.

I'm looking for more to read, and it's getting harder and harder to find things I don't have yet. It kinda makes me QQ. I don't wanna have to resort to actually BUYING any, since I'm pretty much poor and people like to be all cool and overprice everything.

I was thinking I should make my first post one big image spam of gay porn, but I knew that if I did it couldn't be linked from Nation. So I'll be good for now.

I decided to just leave my Tumblr alone for now, since I don't do anything with it anyway. I'd also rather have a blog for actually blogging, since Tumblr is more of a "few word blog post" blog site. I was just gonna use my old Blogger but I can't remember my info, so I'll just start over. LiveJournal was my other choice, but I think all the adds without subscription kind of kill it, and I'd hate paying for something stupid like ad-free blog hosting. This has better customization, anyway.

So, I actually passed 11th grade. I was surprised, to be honest. I did hide my report card from my mom to keep her from totally raging on me, but it really wasn't that bad. I had A's, B's, and one D. The D is the reason I'm still hiding it, and luckily she hasn't asked about it yet (although I'm pretty sure she eventually will.)

I've been working on my garden a bit more, and I planted tomatoes and strawberries a few weeks ago. I put them in a medium to grow a bit before I actually plant them so I know they have a chance. I've been trying to figure out what kind of tree is in my backyard, its blossoms are really pretty and smell amazing. I'll post a picture a later post, when I'm not so lazy.

Here recently, I've been drinking way too much soda. I should really stop, since it totally kills my bladder and kidneys. It's been Coke Zero, and even though I hate it, I still drink it like mad. I think it's because it's something quick and easy to grab, instead of actually getting a cup, getting ice, and filling it with water. I guess I should tell my mom to start buying bottled water again so that I can get out of this habit.

I really need a job, so I can afford internet, so I don't just ragequit everything one day. I lag with any game I try to play online, especially Mabi, and it's gonna be terrible when Vindictus Beta rolls around. Thing is, I've applied just about everywhere, and nobody is hiring because all of the college kids have taken all of the jobs that kids my age should have. My cousin is gonna try to get me in at Burger King, but he doesn't know if I'll get in even with his recommendation, since they're pretty packed right now. I went into a few restaurants and did some applications on paper since sometimes they actually pay attention to those more than the ones online, but I still got absolutely nothing. Oh well. I'll get one eventually. I'LL SURVIVE.

Okay, I have to pee. So I'm done for now.